My Neighbor Dressed Sometimes in Marian Blue

I.


Colors intensify just before dusk.
Finches flit between trees.
Windows glimmer gold. Blue grows.


One neighbor paces her picket fence.
She stares at grass, holds a cigarette
in her limp left hand, and walks fast.


When I pass, her gaze stays fixed
on turf-clad clay. Pink myrtle flowers
fall, touch her russet hair. I finish my walk


on our suburban block at darkness.
I squint up the street. My neighbor
still paces, all clad in tired blue.


II.
Father, I know
my pacing.
Are you concerned for me?


I’ll tell you: I walk
around the block
around the block
around again—I never wonder
who might be watching. I never


wonder who might be
watching mostly
I watch the cracked
sidewalk I watch
the cracks in the sidewalk—


do you feel
concern for me?


The crowns of the trees
are a mystery to me
but certainly, I am grateful
for the shade
of their leaves.